June 12, 2006 | 09:45 PM: Fam.
I freaking love my family. :D

June 11, 2006 | 04:01 PM: Tides.
AHHH, summers almost here. I need summer vacation .. sooo bad. Finals are almost here & i havent studied for any of them. But I dont really care. It pisses me off that they gave us another summer reading assignment. I always go away alot during the summer and i wont have time to do it. I'm so glad this year is over. Freshman year was really hard for me. Im a generally shy person so it was hard making freinds. But, I made more friends than i expected to. The ones i feel closest to are probably suzie and sam. Theyre the ones I talked to the most over the year. Im still close with my freinds from greenwood lake .. but theyre the ones that I like just met at the beginning of the year .. and now i feel really close to them. Im in this phase of reading tons of books. Ive always been like that but now im reading lots of biography type books. I just find them really interesting. Oh, i need summer so bad. haha.
I'm going to make a list of places i'm going this summer :

- marthas vineyard for two weeks
- lake george
- block island
- switzerland/france

& i think maybe that's it. Last year i went to like 10 times more places than that. haha. But this year im not going to camp. So thats one less thing. I'm gunna miss camp a lot. I freaking loved it there. I went there for 4 or 5 years and it was amazing. Right now i'm really bored. Sundays are always really long with nothing to do. Soo, i'm gunna go read or something.


gothic flavor, how i miss you
if i only, once could kiss you,
i'd be happy for one moment of my
lifetime.

April 10, 2006 | 01:26 PM: Well, this weekend was pretty cool. I went to Bye Bye Birdie on Friday at Burke with
Amanda & Suzie & Suzie's freind kenny. It was fun. Ms. Kelly was in the play & i nearly died.
Oh man. Good stuff. Then on Saturday night I went to the play (which also happened to be
Bye Bye Birdie) at Tuxedo High with Amanda. Theirs was WAY better. I loved it. The only bad
thing was the fact that we were sitting behind two enormously chunky people. And we were sitting
in front of the most obnoxious woman & her daughter who wouldnt stop talking about menstrual cramps.
I was like wow. No one wants to hear that. A good thing was that I got to see Billy who I havent
seen since I left Middle School. And then yesterday I went to the one at Burke again with Meaghan. It
was better than the one on friday. I have no school today or tomorrow. Then on Wednesday we have a
retreat so we only have a half day. & then Easter Break starts. Praise the lord. Haha. I just got home
from Cafe A La Mode in Warwick. Its such a cute place. They have really good milkshakes. :). So right now
I'm gunna go watch a movie & crap like that.



Someday you'll understand that everything is A.O.K.

April 03, 2006 | 08:18 PM: Oh the laugh.
amanda: i get so stressed out when i play backgammon. like when the other person gets doubles and stuff.. oh man. i like pull my hair out
christine: lmao. sad.
amanda: or when they dont go
amanda: like now
amanda: they just sit there
amanda: like two lumos on a log/rock
amanda: (dont know which on it is)
christine: whats a lumo ?
amanda: lmfao
amanda: lumo*
amanda: lmao
christine: !?
amanda: lump*
christine: no no. its two BUMPS on a LOG.
amanda: LMFAO... now its not
christine: i bet you one dollar.
amanda: ..no... now its two lumOs on a Rck
christine: no no
amanda: dg;dsfds;f ON YOU
christine: ouch.
amanda: HE BETTER NOT DO IT
amanda: OR..when we have a trust thing going like not jumping onto one another and making htem start over...and then they break the trust.
christine: LMFAO.
amanda: one time.. i played with a dude...we had good trust
christine: YOU ARE SUCH A LOSER.
amanda: lol iknow
amanda: but it really stresses me out


Words could not describe our freindship.


mary go round
i'd like to see you when the summer sun sets down

April 02, 2006 | 12:48 PM: Sundayy.
Meh, todays' sunday. The weekends always go so fast.
Yesterday me & amanda went to see My Fair Lady at the
Warwick High School. It was actually pretty good. Then
we stopped at scoops (which is FINALLY OPEN) on the way home.
Gahh, they have such good icecream. Haha. This week I have
to do an oral report for French class. I think I might just
die. AND I have to finish my index cards for English. That
might just kill me too. I cannot WAIT until easter break. I really
need it. Plus we're going to Martha's Vineyard. Which is practically
my second home. <333. Last night I stayed up till 1 watching Walk
The Line. Its actually a really good movie. The country music in
it doesnt even bother me that much. Scary. Haha. I still have to
buy the tickets for warped tour but my dad wants to see if amanda
would mind flying to pittsburg cause if not thats a long drive. We
were gunna take a train there but it'd be a 9 hour train ride. Gross.
Haha. So yeah. Im gunna go eat breakfast, finish watching Walk The Line,
& maybe later hang out with amanda. I dunno.


then looking upwards
i strained my eyes & try
to tell the difference between
shooting stars & satellites
from the passenger seat as
you are driving me home.
do they collide ? i ask & you smile.
with my feet on the dash,
the world doesnt matter.
when you feel embarrassed then ill be your pride
when you need directions then ill be the guide for all time
for all time.

April 01, 2006 | 11:24 AM: Skinny Puppy.
Ahh, I've calmed down quite a bit since when my parents
told me I'd be going to Burke next year. I realized that I
honestly dont care. I still have freinds in Greenwood Lake
that I can hang out with. Today I'm going with Amanda to see
our freind SamTroy's play. They're doing "My Fair Lady". I think
itll be pretty good. Last night I saw The Producers on broadway.
It was excellent. Haha. So heres' a list of things I have to do
this morning.

- Take A Shower
- Get Dressed
- Figure out wether or not I can wear a tanktop today
- Get in touch with Amanda
- Go to Samtroys play.



I am an Opera Singer
I stand on painted Tape
It tells me where I'm going
And where to throw my cape

I call my co-stars brother
I call my co-star's name
I play both good and evil parts
I sing to Verdi's grave

March 28, 2006 | 09:45 PM: People I Thought I knew.
My parents are fucking forcing me to go to Burke next year.
I'm so fucking pissed. They've never forced me to do anything
before and I've been telling them ALL YEAR that I want to go
to Tuxedo next year. And today they come in and they're like ..
"Oh, so we were talking, & we've decided your going to Burke next year."
So I asked why and they said it's because I do good in school there.
How do they know I wont do good in Tuxedo ? .. they dont. It's bullshit.
I told them I didnt like Burke and they're like oh well. And they only
have until April 7th to change their minds .. which I doubt they will.
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.


& I still have fucking english to do. Ms. O'donnell is the biggest idiot
I have ever met in my entire life.


If the sky's going to eat us
Then I'd like to be digested into
One million pieces
With you.
I'd love to be scattered
To hell with you.
To hell with you.
To hell with you.